When you sleep with someone for over 40 years, your individual rhythms become one ...
I awaken first, knowing without looking he is still asleep. I await, in gradually heightening anticipation. Yesterday he instructed me in what is to become our Morning Ritual ... I let myself sink into submissive thought ...
When I sense his eyes opening I know it's time. I glance over to be sure, then pulling my pillow to me, I move towards the end of the bed, turning myself around. Pressing my head into the pillow, I raise my flanks, put hands on cheeks, opening myself to him .... and wait ...
The air moves and I feel him stir, then move. A palm caresses my right cheek, then moves to my left cheek, circling, back and forth ... rough and calloused ... back and forth ...
My heart pulses and my heat rises as his fingers slide down between my legs, back of his hand caressing back to front ... then fingers tugging and pulling on folds.
He speaks barely above a whisper ...
... "Do you like it better here?" ... swirl ...
"or here?" ... stroke ...
"here?" ... swirl ...
"or here?" ... stroke ...
Groaning softly, I reply ... "everywhere, Sir" ...
He continues ... around again, right cheek, left cheek, dip, swirl and stroke ...
Then nothing ... a tap on my right cheek tells me he's done.
I feel him move back on the bed, stretching out. Turning around, I lay my head on his thighs and take him in my mouth ... after all these years I still marvel at how something so male could be so velvety smooth. Licking, sucking ... my turn for dip, swirl and stroke ... I look up to see him watching carefully, hands behind his head ...
I wonder ... will it be a morning for just his pleasure, a morning for just my pleasure, a morning of pleasure for both of us ...
... or is it simply ... "Good Morning, Sir"
NJ,
ReplyDeleteYour writing is beautiful! Wow! What an incredible description of special morning time with your man. And an awesome way for both of you to wake up... starting right away with your submission to your husband in the way he desires. Beautiful post! Hugs! Windy
NJ,
ReplyDeleteThe sweetest of morning rituals you described. You and Frank have found what others believe is so special. Love this post!
Meredith
Another wonderful read, thank you for sharing your special time with us. There is nothing better than those beautiful mornings together that belong only to the two of you, I treasure ours. What a lovely post. :)
ReplyDeleteMmmm, a delightful way to start the day. Lovely post, NJ.
ReplyDeleteRosie xx
Thank-you Windy, Meredith, Laurel and Rosie, for your supportive comments ... although it was not too difficult to write, it was difficult to let this post fly into Blogland. It felt almost too personal to share ... it's so good to be a part of this ttwd community ... hugs! ... nj
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful way to start both your days....a reminder of all you mean to each other. Thanks for sharing...hugs abby
ReplyDeleteThanks, Abby ... so good to hear from you ... hope your summer family time is going well ... hugs ... nj
DeleteNJ,
ReplyDeleteThat is the beauty of the Land. It's OK to be completely honest. Not only so your readers understand, they applaud!
Loved hearing about this morning ritual. One of the nicest parts of being retired are the mornings in bed. No jumping up with the alarm. Much better with some intimate touching.
Hugs From Ella
Thanks, Ella for the kind words of support.
DeleteYes, we cherish our morning time altho' it is interrupted by an alarm of a different type ... that of chickens wanting to get started with their day as well ;)) ... hugs ... nj
That's so beautiful, both the ritual and the writing. Thank you for sharing it.
ReplyDeleteThank-you, Olivia ... having you say that means a lot ... nj ... xx
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