Eyes On Me ...

Aroused from the touching, tugging and stroking that happens during our morning ritual, he instructs me to straddle him ... 

A large pillow behind me, between my calves and my thighs, raises me up so I am in his sight ... all of me in his sight. He reaches back and pulls out the favoured vibrator, placing the flat head on my pubic bone ... 

... "Hold it" 

I wrap both hands around it - not daring to turn it on ... waiting for the next instruction ...

He reaches out a forefinger, pushing down on my chin ... 

... "Open your mouth .... and leave it open ... don't close it or I will spank you" ... he warns softly ...

My mouth gapes ... it is a favoured instruction of his ... one that always leaves me feeling awkward and vulnerable ...

He reaches out and turns the vibrator to full, my hips jerking up to meet the pulsations. I close my eyes and throw my head back in response ...

... "Eyes on me, Babygirl ... open your eyes"

I want to keep them closed, so as to revel in the sensations racing through me, but I open them, looking straight into his grey/green eyes ... 

... "Do not close your eyes ... if you close your eyes, I will spank you hard ... look at me ... look right at me"

..."and do .. not .. come"

Why is it those three little words, amp up the need, my need to do what I am told I can't, all the while having to keep mouth and eyes open ... 

My internal muscles, from the floor of my pelvis up, clench at the nothing that is there, driving me higher, while my mind tries to tamp it all down ...

... I need to wait ... I need to wait ... I need to wait ... but I can't ... so I beg ...

... "Please, please, please, please, Sir, may I come" 

It's what he's been waiting for ... the timing just right, as he sends me over the edge with his words ... 

"Come for me, Baby" ...

.... and I do ...